UPDATE !

on the 4th of june .

*cough cough*

=(

im sick. ah well

on wednesday , we had a day off from school so 4 friends and i went shopping on bridge road, chapel st and city.

we were on a hunt for new clothes for laura's party yesterday.

mish was on a mission.

to buy new jeans. xD

she tried on a fair few brands. From nobody to lee to tsubi to roy. many brands she tried on but she had to make a good decision cos these brands of jeans are not cheap =P 300 was the most expensive pair she tried on . but she ended up buying nobody jeans for 220 . psycho , could've just gone to the tsubi sale -_- 300 bucks to 150 , lol.



mish trying on a pair of tsubi jeans. she didnt like them cos they were not the shade of black she wanted -_-



on the tram.

anu was on a mission to buy a man shirt =P

and so she did.



here she is telling us she wanted a man shirt . i didnt even know this photo was being taken =(



anu and i in some alley in the city.



anu's ( yes i know it spells anus -_- dont be so childish) mission sure took long =P
she took really long to find her man shirt.



there is her man shirt.

since they bought their purchases anu and mish decided to be manequins in the window.



finally we sat in some random cafe in chapel street.

okay.

yesterday , i wen to laura's party in like frerakin ivanhoe -_-

went to pick up anu from her work .( mcdonalds)



HAHHAHAHA

i had to take 2 trains to get there. sooo long.

i went with anu , belle and cam . met them in bh.

when we got there , we were like ........ oh ... my ... freakin.. grapes.

there were all these druggys standing around -_-

my mate nathaniel was djing so i paid him a vist in his lil.. er booth thing. he played pretty good house music and mish wanted to dance but i didnt want to =( not yet.

soon enough all these people came and the music and alcahol was "good" so random ppl called other friends and soo enough the backyard was so packed .


i felt like a sardine in a tin. smoked sardines -_- jeebus , i was pressed against chests covered in vodka.

i was like *&#*@&*@

and scraped the side of my knee on a brick that was jutting out. soon enough my friedns started drinking and mish made this mystery drink when she was partially drunk. she really she didnt know what was in it.. anu and mish shared the drink( the whole 1.25 L ) and she were off their face by 9pm. ah well , they didnt stick out like a sore thumb. everyone was drunk.

EXCEPT FOR ME >=(

i drank pepsi .

some guy i met at the party was like : dude , are you drinking PEPSI ??
janean : yeh , do you have a problem with that -_-

i mean i had to support my friends around.

they both had to cling onto me -__------

how could i drink really ?

i spent half my night in the toilet . *sigh*

some guy fully defaced laura's bathroom =( it had vulgar wirds all over the walls

my night wasnt very good. but thank god, kensie came along and he took care of mish. i took the less drunk anu out to the back and on the way i saw eric *( not real name lah )

omg .

my brain stopped working for a while

my brain stopped functioning for a while and i sorta let my grip loose on nu and she almost fell down the stairs -_-

then she threw herself on me and wailed and said never to let go of her. eric walked passed and SMILED and said hi and what was wrong with nu. =/

his smile is the CUTEST ever.

omg i sound like a gushing yr 7 in her first love =P

i think he thinks im a weirdo now.

ANYWAY =P

some guy was skulling some drink and some got on my boots on the way back to the toilet .
ARGH.

i wanted to kick him.

oh i didnt mention . anu and i met a couple of guys and anu fell in "love" with the cuter one -_- his best friend was pretty er not as cute. so i was stuck in a really bland convesation about pagans while anu flirted for like an hour -_- and omg the guy kept blowing smoke in my face.

but mish bursted out and was like OMG ! THUNDER IN MY HEART IS BEiNG PLAYED LETS GO DANCE !!

and the 2 drunks went to "rave" *cough* i just stood at the side with friends and made sure they didnt like roll over and die.

suddenly we heard screams and we looked over.

some guy was being belted with a bicycle chain and a whole crowd was trying to tear him away from the psycho who was hitting him .

girls took this oppotunity to cling onto the nearest boy to cry . -_-

im serious. lol

then the cops came -__-



and the party was forced to stop. so i called my sister to come pick me and my drunks up. -_-

only then did we realise mish's bag was stolen and a few of my other friends.

i was so smart xD i hid mine on top of laura's closet so noone saw it.

here is a pic of laura's backyard right at the end of the end when everyone left. i stayed behind to help clear up cos i felt SO bad for her parents. their house was fully trashed.



yellow arrow - where the guy was bashed up
green arrow - where i saw eric*
white arrow - where anu met the boy -_-
pink arrow - where the druggos sat and threw things into the fire.
blue arrow- where ranodm drinks were made
brown arrow - where weirdos sat and pissed =P

i came home and ate manderins. -_-

there was so much other things that happened but nah , it wouldnt be nice to blog it .

look what my sis found out last night. that whe nu open a maderin , they form either a guy's or girl's genitalia.



LOL

oh by the way , my hair is very short now and its black =P



compare to the previous color .



it is BLACK 0_o

*SIGH*

ah well .

im gonna go back to sleep now.


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ergh , blah , gah.

isaac tagged me to do one of those silly billy tests things. ( i changed some cos some were boring)

I SWEAR ILL BLOG PROPERLY SOMETIME THIS WEEK . PROB ON WEDS.

Five people to do this?
-back to dayna the asshole.
-shelley ong.
-Jilly billy hilly.
-chevonne.
-Janean lye

there

.im bored and exams are over , therefore i shall do the test =)

FIVE THINGS ...( in order for me)

you were doing in secondary school?

- er learn stuff duh.
-living in a homestay
-made good friends =)
-annoying the hell out of some teachers
-having crushes.[ jamie cullum,jared padalecki and jesse spencer i still want to have your babies >=) ]

favourite bands or singers ( at the moment for me )

-jamie cullum
-gyroscope
-third eye blind
-darren hayes
-the dandy warhols

you would do if you were a millionaire

-give 10% to church + charities
-buy myself a nice home for my sister and i to live in here in melbourne and my parents can come vist everytime they come to melbourne.
-get the maids and stuff
-buy sis a really nice car to drive me around in -_-
-er hmm , put the rest into the bank to make more money and put in use in near future.

5 things you like doing

-lying in bed and thinking about my future =P and having 10 min naps in between and then waking up again and thinking about my near future's husband then sleep for another 10 mins and then think more about my future.
-going out with family and friends to various places. and stea's sleepovers =P
-youth =D ! yay CAMP IN 3 WEEKS !!!!!!
-music and tv
-occasionally ( VERY OCCASIONALLY ) , going to school -_-

favourite things ( i assume non breathing things)

-ipod
-computer
-tv
-make up
-hair straightener/curler/dye

can't live without ( i can lah but i will be very sad if i didnt have them)

-family and friends ( basically the feeling of acceptance and love)
-all electronics metioned above
-my crushe(s) for the time being
-god =P cos then ill be very extremely blind/lost
-good tv shows ( such as supernatural , house , sponge bob lol )

oh how could i forget , good food and drink but oh dear , ive used up 5 already ..=(

to do this test ( er ill just name some of my really good friends who have blogs )

-stea
-melina
-xinni
-lissie
-isaac loh , lah you stupid -_- back to you.

end =P

after doing this , i miss singapore .
i miss all the memories , the 12 years i spent there.
i miss the times i had with my best friends in singapore.

i remember my cousins . we used to run around pretending to be xmen. i was always storm. cheryl was always rouge , marcus was wolverinne and jordan was shapeshifter so he could be anything , so he always cheated. cheryl and i were always a team.

i remember my grandparents , they were always kind and humble.

i remember my parents. my father was always and forever be the commander he was in the army and my mother will always be the one who always accepted me as a person .

i remember my parents never stopped loveing me for one second.

i really really remember isaac, my first best friend. we used to have a crush on each other when we were 6

i remember my teacher mrs laura something and mrs ong made me cry everyday . they gave me the hardest 2 years of my life. i hated mrs laura something so much that when she was pregnant , i wanted to push her down the stairs. mrs ong called me fat and called my mum everyday to complain to her about me . i hated her so much .

i remember my sister . she always challenged me mentally and physically. and she also always loved me even though she always made me cry . then she'll suffocate me with a pillow so my mum and dad wouldnt hear me and get her into trouble.

i remember being looking forward to sundays cos it was the time i went to church and to play with my best friend isaac. it was just me isaac and his cousin ryan. isaac's sister was my sister's best friend. isaac called my a crazy radio cos i never stopped talking.

i remember having 2 best friends hannah and krystal . they were twins.

then i moved to a nicer bigger house

then

i remember jessica khong. she was also my best friend.shes in cedar girls now .we dont even talk anymore. but when we were best friends , we played everyday , we walked our dogs together everyday, we did literally EVERYTHING together.then we met amanda and sandra who lived up the road. the 4 of us did anything and everything together.
then jessica moved away to sembawang -_-
the amanda and sandra moved to somewhere , i cant remember.

we lost touch but the beauty of friendster, we added each other again. 0_o

i remember anastasia.we had common intrests and we went into a drain together with some other girls . red ants bit this girl called rachel and she thought she was gonna die. i remember cassandra , i went to her house every weds before eca . i remember cheryl chiew, we still go out when i go back to singapore.

ok im tired fast forward to now in melbourne. all my besties , find yourself =P

xinni - she never judges me cos we have the same bad habits. she is very patient. i love you =(

melina - psychotic but still made it to my besties lists.

mish - very extremely dramatic . like me >=) so she got onto my besties list too.

stea - also very paitient with me . =P prob the person i spend the most time with in the whole melbourne .she knows everything abt me .

anu - ahhh =D my designer loving friend who always accuses me of being lesbian. i tell her all my secrets .

anita - so righteous -_- but still made it to my list.

eeeseee ( elisabeth -_- ) - my lean bean who has been my good friend since i came to melbourne.

romy - aww =P so smart . shes in almost all my classes. never tells anyone my secrets. very extremely wise.

laura - psycho.but i still love you =P

brendan and ray- i only classified you two under one is because i love both of you guys equally.and cos you two are like best friends so it only makes sense. my two extemely good friends fromn yr 7 =P so it has been pretty long.

er church friends =) - aww always there for me on sats and you guys never fail to give me a great time =D ! my dad ALWAYS tells me , JANEAN, its your church friends that you remain friends with for the rest of your life cos you all have the same values and they will never judge you like non christaians.
i come to realise that my dad was telling me the truth.
my oldest and bestest friend , i met in church.( isaac duh)

CAMP IN 3 WEEKS ! YAYYYY.

ish - she walks home to and to school with me . the listen not talk friend , exactly what i need in this very chaotic world.

aiya , im so tired. im sorry, i dont think i missed out anyone though.

heheheh
heroin is so passe =P

i love that song

Updated at 3:37 am