These words pretty much sum up how i'm feeling atm.


I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

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its been a week since the senior round robin
i chose soccer again this year as opposed to hockey which is my alternative some years.

i have been puting off uploading my photos on varied reasons . well cos they are crap and i only took 5 photos.

i have been counting on ms carroll is upload the photos but she never did.

ah well .. here they are.
some photos after out first game ( which was our hardest )
i think it was the canterburry girls . they were hardcore man.



girls warming up for the next match ad cindy eating chocolate ( and looking sad cos we lost . )



trace and co then anu in the 2nd photo



our worried captain ( you can't see her face ) patting dee on her shoulder -_-

i think i slipped ( itswas a rainy day ) got rammed into and hit so many times i forgot about everything happening around me .

some girls played so unfairly . anu complained about some fat girl that kept ramming into her for no reason . seriously the ball would be at the other side of the ptch and she'll jst ram into her for no reason .

anu was scared.

i remember the cold air that was hard to breathe half way through the match and 40 mins felt like 2 hours.

i also had spasms for the next 5 days and i couldn't laugh.

and i am seriously not being dramatic.


moving on .. haha


i must rant about something that ahs been on my mind all week.

fobs.

fobsfobsfobs.

gah , where do i start .


they pile their food up high in the yr 12 common room microwave and take 097680878 years to heat stuff up , they hog the kettle and they like to talk very loud in chinese . oh and they are effing messy in the common room .

now if you kmow me , you may accuse me as a " racist " . well shauna and chris do.

i am not .

fobs just generally piss me off even though they don't do anything directly to me.yeh that was pretty tight but gah .

maybe its how they clique together or the way they ACT CUTE ( ray can agree with me on this . )

i mean , only fobs do this.



WHAT KIND OF GDAMN POSE IS THIS !

and how they enlargen their eyes



stop faking it everyone knows you guys actually look like this



and how you pout like this



it is not cute . it is ANNOYING and don't blame me when i glare at you from the other side of the room when you guys take photos with your kawaii camera with massive furballs hanging off it.

i am not racist and like going against my asian roots.
i still think some aisan girls ( er..very very extremely seldomly though )are pretty.





her name is xiao lan and she models for papergirlsshop.blogspot.com

she resembles willa holland ( if she was asian )and i think she is very pretty .



as you may know i am singaporean and yes, despite my massive build and stuff , i . am . asian and i wasn't born in melbourne. Even though i don't listen to crappy asian music, scream HAO KE AI and laugh in a kekekeke manner.


now to end this pointless entry i shall finish with cristiano ronaldo in his full glory.




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yeh well .

one of my wishes have finally come true , that a friend from singapore is finally joining me in melboune.
he isnt just a friend , but my best friend.
yeh isaac is coming to melbourne in july to study in trinity grammer .
but he really doesn't want to come .
i dont blame him , his life in singapore is ace with his riches and friends to melbourne where he has to start afresh with no friends ( exceot for me ) and a boarding school.

every second word he says to me on msn is SIAN and he is really upset that he has to come.

so..
lets get this straight
my best friend from singapore is coming to melbourne
so why aren't i estatic ?
what a rhetorical question.

Updated at 7:12 pm