last night was one of the most emotionally and physically stressful nights i've had, HAHA.
i went to bed after finishing ONE LITRE OF TEARS T_T
that drama made me cry and i usually dont cry at such trivial things.
but omg when she couldn't dial her mother's number i just cried and cried and well cried.
i cried alot when the guy cried too.
yeh that was about it. the rest of the sad moments were too set up and forced.
so finally at like 3am,i curled up in bed, my vision still kinda blurred from tears and drifted off. when i was half asleep i heard loud fluttering and banging against my paper bags and bottles.
i opened my eyes slightly and to my fright i dont know but i thought i saw a figure SITTING ON MY BED at MY TOES. i dont know it could've been my fan's outline of something but oh my gawd at the time.. i felt like my insides wanted to come out.
i jerked up in fright and slammed the light switch on to find THE BIGGEST MOTH EVER EVER EVER ( at least 8cm ) fluttering around my shelves.

( yes i drew on red dots as eyes to make it look more evil. THAT PHOTO DOES NOT DO ANY JUSTICE FOR THE MOTH'S SIZE, it was WAY bigger)
well i knew it was there cos it flew in earlier that night but i thought i left.
i opened the balcony door but man this moth was an angry sob.
it kept swooping at me and it even whacked me on the head.
then OMG , i thought back to the time when my primary school friends told me dead people are moths - -
and being vunerable after that stupid drama show and i actually believed it for a second .when it finally landed on my curtain i threw my vtac guide at it.

MOTH BLOOD :P
it fell behind the tv stand .. and i quickly shoved the tv stand further back and i could hear it squeal as i was prob crushing that b&^*(.
then i blocked the gap between the wall and the stand with books so it couldn't like resuracte from the dead or smth. :p
i tried going to sleep but i couldn't so i went to my parent's room to sleep on their couch :p
when i told my mother abt the prob imagined figure, she gasped " NONSENSE ! THIS IS A CHRISTIAN HOME"
LOL
anyway today my male dog went to the vet so my female dog looked kinda sad - -
i took her to coffee bean to chill with me, LOL.

she looked kinda angry at me. maybe she knew i killed a fellow creature.
HECK, I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF IT IS DEAD !

she so wants my tea :p
( yes i went to coffee bean to have tea , how ironic.)

okay maybe not

getting bored

yup, she is.
so we walked back home.
victoria's secret 2007 should be airing soon.
i've seen a few previews but it doesn't look as good as last year's .

the girls in the pre show i guess. ( MIRANDA FTW !! :D )

adrianna lima is looking a bit whacked these days.. ( mirannnda :( )

my favourite victoria's secret angel MIRANDA KERR <3
so cute yet so shiny :p
i think i was hot that day.
Updated at 1:31 pm