last night was one of the most emotionally and physically stressful nights i've had, HAHA.

i went to bed after finishing ONE LITRE OF TEARS T_T
that drama made me cry and i usually dont cry at such trivial things.
but omg when she couldn't dial her mother's number i just cried and cried and well cried.

i cried alot when the guy cried too.
yeh that was about it. the rest of the sad moments were too set up and forced.

so finally at like 3am,i curled up in bed, my vision still kinda blurred from tears and drifted off. when i was half asleep i heard loud fluttering and banging against my paper bags and bottles.

i opened my eyes slightly and to my fright i dont know but i thought i saw a figure SITTING ON MY BED at MY TOES. i dont know it could've been my fan's outline of something but oh my gawd at the time.. i felt like my insides wanted to come out.

i jerked up in fright and slammed the light switch on to find THE BIGGEST MOTH EVER EVER EVER ( at least 8cm ) fluttering around my shelves.



( yes i drew on red dots as eyes to make it look more evil. THAT PHOTO DOES NOT DO ANY JUSTICE FOR THE MOTH'S SIZE, it was WAY bigger)

well i knew it was there cos it flew in earlier that night but i thought i left.
i opened the balcony door but man this moth was an angry sob.
it kept swooping at me and it even whacked me on the head.

then OMG , i thought back to the time when my primary school friends told me dead people are moths - -

and being vunerable after that stupid drama show and i actually believed it for a second .when it finally landed on my curtain i threw my vtac guide at it.



MOTH BLOOD :P

it fell behind the tv stand .. and i quickly shoved the tv stand further back and i could hear it squeal as i was prob crushing that b&^*(.

then i blocked the gap between the wall and the stand with books so it couldn't like resuracte from the dead or smth. :p

i tried going to sleep but i couldn't so i went to my parent's room to sleep on their couch :p

when i told my mother abt the prob imagined figure, she gasped " NONSENSE ! THIS IS A CHRISTIAN HOME"

LOL

anyway today my male dog went to the vet so my female dog looked kinda sad - -
i took her to coffee bean to chill with me, LOL.



she looked kinda angry at me. maybe she knew i killed a fellow creature.
HECK, I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF IT IS DEAD !





she so wants my tea :p
( yes i went to coffee bean to have tea , how ironic.)



okay maybe not



getting bored




yup, she is.

so we walked back home.

victoria's secret 2007 should be airing soon.
i've seen a few previews but it doesn't look as good as last year's .



the girls in the pre show i guess. ( MIRANDA FTW !! :D )



adrianna lima is looking a bit whacked these days.. ( mirannnda :( )



my favourite victoria's secret angel MIRANDA KERR <3

so cute yet so shiny :p
i think i was hot that day.

Updated at 1:31 pm

WOW

today i got my FIRST BLOOD NOSE
after like 11-12 years !!

it happened after my morning jog - -
i think its cos im sick and i like went up hills and stuff

i came home and collasped on a chair and drank water in excessive amounts
and woosh :p

my kind mother yelled : JANEAN !!! OMG YOU GOT BLOOD ON THE ( insert kitchen appliance) i couldnt hear i was too busy stuffing tissue up my nose.

then i thought back to "she's the man" movie
and contemplated shoving tampons up my nose.
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yup.
my body clock is officially screwed up.

it 4am ( SINGAPORE TIME T_T ) and i'm wide awake..
my nose is running
my throat hurts
i'm coughingggg
and i feel like gauging my eyes out cos they're so itchy.

ARGH

okay. okay :p

today , well on sunday i went out with THE COUSINS :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
well one set of them anyway.

i was meant to meet sac in the morn , sorry sorry.
isn't that the thing ? you can't say no to relatives !
especially when they are all breathing on the one phone :p
i was so intimidated.

nah, they really are lovely !

we went to church , lunch and a movie with them :D
you can never have too much lye-lye time !



yeh . i look terrible in the ONE photo we took - -
because it went like this

janean : OKAY ONE PHOTO OOONE PHOTO!! QUICK BEFORE EVERYONE WALKS UP THIS WAY !

*click*

janean : EWWWWWWWWWw , okay NEVERMIND!! JUST SMILE !!

and the flashes almost blinded us in the dark cinema :p

we watched enchanted cos dear marcus is a young boy and is not allowed in nc 16 movies LOL .
he was like - -

then after that we went to heeren to hang out.
we went to some shop that sold imported jeans and tsubi was one of the brands .
i was like yeh.. i got a couple of these jeans

*cousins look at $396 price tag*

WHAT

on SALE lah geez. you think i'm that crazy ??

- -

then i was in HMV for a long time :p
in the ASIAN MUSIC SECTION

LOL

watching cheryl go :

OMG I DON'T HAVE THIS. OMG SUPER JUNIOR OMG DONG HAE OMG RANDOMJAPANESEKOREANASIANSTARSTHATIHAVENOCLUE ABOUT !!!!

:P



then i had to force cds and smack asian dancing dvds out of her hands cos she had a budget.

i thought the nightmare was over until both of them started watching high school musical 2 on the massive screen .. BAGGING ZAC EFRON

that was where i drew the line and literally dragged them out of the store.

LOL

hehe i love you cheryl & marcus :p
i had lots of fun :D !


after the phunphun day .. i was off to grandpa's house :D



parentals brought the dogs :p



the two fat ones.
skinny male dog was somewhere else.


anyway CHERYL HAS DONE IT AGAIN

last year she introduced me to ouran host club..
that was when i waved my hands and laughed in her face.
" HAHAHHA ME ?? ANIME?? HAHAHHAHHAHAAHHA EWWWW "

yes.

i spent the next few days watching ouran 24/7 :p

this year .. she literally made me watch this anime called lovely complex (after like all these ft island and super junior stuff) :p
..

again i was like

" HAHHAHA OK ILL WATCH IT FOR YOU ! FOR YOU !! I HATE ASIAN STUFF "

..

i've watched ALL 24 episodes PLUS the bloody movie in 2 days.

actually one day and one night cos today i was out - -

sigh.

but OMG LOVELY COMPLEX IS SO..SO.. LOVELY !!!

well it is abt a very tall protagonist who is made out to be a massive amazon godzilla like girl .. BUT HER HEIGHT IS EXACTLY MINE T_T 1.72 ( i felt so sad)

falls in love with a very short boy (1.56)

and the anime revolves around their relationship troubles and in the end they get together LAH, obviously.

i ADORE THE SHORT BOY

so much that i think i scared a handful of people last night.. threatening them that if i don't get a boyfriend, i WILL hook up with a sick short midget.

then i watched the movie

THE ACTOR IS A SPLITTING IMAGE OF THE ANIME CHARACTERRRRRRRR



DO YOU NOT AGREE : o
ok.. maybe not there cos he is eating a lemon slice

but HE IS

my face was THIS CLOSE | | from the screen :p
and when my mum bustled in commanding me to take my cough medicine, i cracked it at her cos i was on the verge of tears LOL

IT WAS A KEY AND EMOTIONAL SCENE OK.

EVEN AFTER THE MOVIE I WENT ON THE TEPPEI ( the actor ) WEBSITE
BUT THE HORROR OF LANGUAGE BARRIERS !!!!

EVERYTHING WAS IN JAPANESE

so i consulted babel fish :p
my translator

AND THIS IS THE CRAP THEY GAVE ME

from teppei's blog:

It is the story which is on the move by the warm interior present car but.... Morning is cold well enough. In the manager, being just a little to be cold, it is possible to have acquiring heating is distantly asked. Instead of very it does not become warm, because the cool air comes, thinking as breakdown kana, the cod, the window opening, the wind view view blowing from て there, it increased. Furthermore it is the window of my side. Purposely? Nature? It is inside of car of car of burst of laughter from morning.

I DON'T CARE IF IT IS IN DIRECT TRANSLATION
WHY IS TEPPEI SO CORNY!!

WAHHH

NOONE LOVES ME!!

*flails arms*
*knees fall to ground*
*rain starts POURING*
*LOOKS UP TO THE SKY WITH TEARS STREAMING OUT OF MY EYES*

NOOOOOO OOOOOOOONNNEEEEE !!!

* hands bang on the ground *
* proceed to curl up in a ball of a sobbing mess *

Updated at 9:36 am

mm - -

day 4 in singapore :p

well today , my relos came over for lunch. it wasn't much as i just picked at the veges while everyone was eating curry fish head :p

doesnt matter, curry fish head sucks.

i woke up with the worst cough and cold today. it was so bad that i felt like wheezing - -

when i was changing after my bath , i could hear my cousin running upstairs screaming JANEAN JANEANEANEANANANANANANANA and knocking on my door - -

when i finally went down
everyone wasl ike HELLLLLOOO

and i was like - -
cos i was sick :(

well this photo goes out to a certain someone :p



you know who you are :p i'm sure he is very happy now :p
aren't you charles.
THAT is my torture drink everyday

SELIUM HUSK

its GOOEY
YUCKY
AND DISGUSTING


sigh


you owe me one :p
i took my cup upstairs to take a photo and my dad cracked it at me - -
GOOD GOING.

well i felt rather sad too today cos i have been cooped up at home for the last 4 days with no friends.
so i decided to print all these photos out but my dad's printer stuffed up so i narrowed it down to like 8 photos - -
cos i didn't want to waste my grandpa's ink :p



well all is well in singapore



i told my doggies to pose



but they ran away with my mum : (


LOVE LOVE ALL :D




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yes.
i am finally in singapore :p
the flight was most annoying although it was 2 hours or something ..which is short compared to that whole day thing shauna and i did from melbourne.
( flew from melb to sydeny to bali - - )

well bali was pretty cool but i really cant be bothered uploading photos cos i just did on face boooook :p
go see photos there.




so i'm basically on my parent's couch with the 2 dogs under my legs :p
chelsea seems to be enjoying the fan's breeze and chazer is asleep.

yup. just the dogs , my parents and my diet for one.whole.long.month.

xinni, dave, charles and hayden .. i cannntt wait till you get here
come quiiiiickly T_T



they had an outing WITHOUT ME T_T_T_T
they went to watch SAW 4 . ewww but still phun :[

chelsea just jumped off and walked to the corner of the room to sleep.
cos its cooler.
i just may go join her, i shall go curl up in the corner and mope my boring life in singapore.




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woo, exams are finally over and i'm kickin' it in bali.. in a rice paddy field - -

my laptop decided not to work ( the wireless ) so i'm blogging from the hut near my room :p

last 5 or so days have been the bomb although its horribly hot..but i'm not tanning for some reason.

i've been to kuta, some place next to kuta , lovina ( boring ) and now im in ubud(phunphun as the fair maiden would put it )

um i've been beaching, eating , going to cooking classes with hot english men , sitting in smelly mineral springs , getting balinese massages & facials and running around in the rain and away from beggars.

tmr im going for those scary rapid rafting trips with shauna and i'm kinda scared cos i guess there is a possibility that you can be thrown out from the raft and onto a rock.

so while i am having sooo much "fun" hitting my head on rocks and catching colds in rain.. i hope you all are studying for spesh and language exams.

blog bali photos in singapore.

oh yeh , house lizards are effing huge here.. they resemble geckos.
i am so paranoid and terrified walking to my parent's villa hut thing at night - -
which is on the opposite of the bloody rice paddy field.


finally before i go disrupt my sister's 3456789th massage i shall blog abt...

MELINA :D

her bday was during exams and i did not get to properly wish her a HAPPY 18th :p

my memories beat xinni's by 1000 and i cbf naming them all.

ok mb 1 for each year :p

yr 7 - made friends with weird ppl cos we were so nice. actually you were one of the weird ppl :p

yr 8 - michal LOL

yr9 - i dont think we were good friends but i remember you at mish's party and we watched tennis and walked around at 3 am in the morn.

yr 10 - caused mr yu a truck load of trouble, drank alot of bubble cup and remember:

mr yu - ham lu men , ni si huan chi she me ?
melina and janean - chi mian bao

mr yu - li li wen ni jia qi zhuo she me
janean - ummm
janean and melina - wo men chi mian bao.

*crawls under table *

he cracked it pretty bad that day :p


and xinni came , eww .
hehe

yr 11 - became bffl LOL

yr 12 - better bffl if thats possible :p

HEHHEHE

I LOVE YOU !

Updated at 6:41 pm