
today my housemate and i rocked up at some church in kings meadows
it was one of those modern churches ( ala citylife/crossway)
and i think it overwhelmed my dear housemate.
don't think shes going back, haha.
i have although, after 6 or so months
finally found my church?
i duno the guys there are hot :p
jokes.
<_<
anyhoo, the china olympics opening ceremony.
i don't know what to think
i guess it was good..
however my housemates ditched me in the first 10 mins..haha

as usual, i had hospital work last friday
i felt kinda useless...
all these paitients were asking me for stuff and medications to relieve their agonising pain
but alas, i could do nothing :(
some paitients are sneaky though
they ask me for stuff the nurses refused to give them
and me being the student nurse, i have to be all coy and sweet
so they think i would just give in to them
in hope that i had no clue about their restrictions ( which i don't, haha )
and would give it to them
stuff like extra food and medication
an extra cup of tea is not much to us .. but it could've killed someone who had a stroke or with fluid restrictions.
i also had to go for some boring talk abt diabetes and working some machine.
lately i've been thinking
am i right for this job?
nurses seem so...paitient and (mostly) diligent
they are always scrutinizing their work for flaws and medical errors..
bascially stuff i am shit at cos i'm the queen of fast work and hastiness :/
oh no , mid uni crisis : o
in need of hot guy fix, in black and white.

from left to right:
gaspard ulliel, nick & joe , cole mohr and latest infactuation ( aka andrew from mgmt in some converse ad)
Updated at 11:11 pm
i've been hit with 3 deaths in 1 month
although i did not know any of them personally,
i'm sure the impact of their lives have left a hole in their family and friend's lives.
one of the deaths i experienced was on prac..
as i watched the shock flood the family's faces when they saw their dad/uncle/grandpa with a morbid shade of grey and mouth agape..
i realised the loss of the life affects the family and friends of the dead person more than the dead guy himself :/
i don't know if that made sense -_-
what really touched me was when the guy finally passed away, the nurses held his hands for about 20 mins..
and i asked my buddy nurse, " why do they hold his hands after he died ? "
and she replied " noone should die alone "
and at that point, i remembered why i admire nurses so much.
but anyway the guy died from a heart attack .. when my friend attempted to draw blood from him.
i joked that she killed the guy
and soon realised what just happened was pretty life scarring and my joke was quite inappropriate, haha
i have alot of growing up to do -_-
Updated at 11:54 pm